Torn

Wishing so badly, it hurts. Sometimes things will never always stay the way you wish for them to be. Do you no longer feel that you love or is it just simply becaused you've gotten too used to my presence? I feel like a angel without wings..or a pixie's wing ravaged by beasts. Striped bare of everything i use to conceal myself. Now i stand here, with my naked heart, bleeding...and afraid... 
 
a song that says the way i feel....
 
Please don't say I love you,
those words touch me much too deeply
and they make my core tremble
Don't think you realize the effect you have over me
Please don't look at me like that
It just makes me want to make you near me always
Please don't kiss me so sweet
it makes me crave a thousand kisses to follow
And please don't touch me like that
makes every other embrace seem pale and shallow
And please don't come so close
it just makes me want to make you near me always
Please don't bring me flowers
they only whisper the sweet things you'd say
Don't try to understand me
your hands already know too much anyway
It just makes me want to make you near me always
And when you look in my eyes
please know my heart is in your hands
It's nothing that I understand, but when in your arms
you have complete power over me
So be gentle if you please, 'cause
Your hands are in my hair, but my heart is in your teeth
 
Jewel-Pieces of You; Track 5-Near You Always